"Is it still not working…"
Kafka was a little disappointed. Although she had an unprecedented wonderful experience with Bai Ge, she still couldn’t taste the bitter wine of fear that she had dreamed of.
"Isn’t your situation too special?"
Bai Ge scratched his head and felt it was difficult.
Even though he was a star god, he could be said to be omnipotent. Bai Ge had the power to manipulate emotions. His power of heavenly consciousness could mobilize the emotions of the object according to different usages.
Joy, anger, sorrow, love, hate, desire – this is [emotion].
Seeing, hearing, smell, taste, touch, and intention – this is [desire].
Kafka’s six emotions and six desires were all normal, but she lacked the seventh emotion called [fear]. Although Bai Ge could mobilize a person’s seven emotions and six desires through his power, if the emotion itself did not exist in that person, then of course there was no way to mobilize it.
It’s just like when there is no gem in a box, he can’t find the gem from it.
"Interesting, I’m a little curious about what kind of world that planet called [Tian Yi Wu New Babylon] is."
"It’s better not to go there. I’m not bragging. My hometown is undoubtedly one of the worst worlds in the world."
Kafka’s physical strength has also recovered a little. Although she did well in Tian Yi Wu, it was because she was Kafka. If it were someone else, she wouldn’t have lived so long.
Because it was a world that was completely eroded and distorted by the star core, it was the farthest away from beauty. It was not a world that people like Bai Ge should go to, just like angels should not land in a garbage dump.
"Anyway, thank you for your help, um 570~"
Kafka stretched her waist and showed off her beautiful body curves. By the way, she was still sitting on Bai’s lap at the moment. The tossing just now unexpectedly shortened the distance between the two.
Now they no longer add suffixes when addressing each other.
However, just when Kafka was about to leave.
"Don’t be impatient, it’s not over yet."
Bai Ge suddenly grabbed Kafka’s hand.
"Hmm? Didn’t you say you can’t make me afraid?"
"No, I mean I can’t make you afraid, but that doesn’t mean I can’t let you know what fear is."
"…Interesting, it seems there are surprises."
A hint of anticipation rose in Kafka’s heart again.
Then Bai Ge held her hand with one hand and supported the back of her head with the other hand, so that their foreheads were pressed together.
"This, this is!!"
Suddenly, an emotion that could not be expressed in words filled Kafka’s body. This was a shock she had never experienced before, and it was absolutely unknown to her, that is… fear!
At this moment, Kafka was like a person walking naked in the snow, trembling all over, and she subconsciously hugged her arms.She hugged herself, and her vision became blurred.
Crystal tears slid down her delicate cheeks.
"What is this feeling… Why am I like this…"
Kafka looked at the tears dripping on her hands with an incredible look on her face. She felt that a big hole had opened in her heart.
Something black was overflowing from this hole.
Finally, it gradually filled her whole body and drowned her.
The sky seemed to have turned gray at this moment, and everything seemed to have become nothingness and meaningless. The world that was so beautiful just now seemed to have become worthless at this moment.
This was despair beyond pain, as if something more important than life had been lost, and the despair brought by this extreme sense of loss was the root of the fear that Kafka felt.
Obviously, she didn’t have anything so precious.
But she felt the feeling of losing it.
It was as if even the meaning of living had disappeared. This desperate fear was enough to drive people crazy.
"What on earth is this…"
"I forgot to tell you just now. This is my fear."
"What?"
"This is my most fearful and desperate experience. It is so unforgettable that I will never forget it in my life. I just shared my feelings with you through my power. How do you feel?"
"Well, it feels really… terrible."
Never had such a bad feeling before. Kafka pressed her chest and could no longer maintain her elegant and calm expression. This despair and fear that seemed to dig out her heart made her suffocate.
Bai Ge smiled slightly, and the next second he retracted his fear and despair. At the moment when the empathy was cancelled, Kafka climbed onto the shore like a person who almost drowned, and immediately began to breathe heavily.
"Ahem… Bai Ge, why are you still smiling?"
"Why else? Because this has already happened. I overcame this despair and fear."
Bai Ge shrugged and said that although he was almost crushed by this extreme negative emotion, he eventually recovered everything he had lost and cut off the cage of fate.
Therefore, this is no longer scary for him~
"…………"
Kafka looked at Bai Ge deeply. She couldn’t imagine what kind of tragedy he had experienced to give birth to such emotions.
"I didn’t expect you to have such a past. Can you tell me what you went through to give birth to this feeling?"
"… Kafka, you have tasted fear. I think you now know that it is not a beautiful feeling. In fact, sometimes it is a good thing not to be afraid."
Bai Ge looked at the beautiful hunter in front of him, raised his hand to wipe the crystals left in the corners of her eyes, and then narrowed his heterochromatic pupils slightly.
"Even if you already know the feeling of fear, why are you still determined to pursue it? First, put yourTell me the reason."
"…Because only by filling this void, only by finding my own fear, can my humanity be complete and I can be considered a real person, so…even if I already know that this is not a beautiful emotion, I will still find it back. "
Kafka said seriously. Maybe it is not worth it in the eyes of many people, but only those who have lost this emotion know how important the emotion of fear is to a real person.
Because…
Fear is the instinct of life.
Courage is the hymn of mankind.
She seems to have infinite courage because she has no fear, but Kafka knows that it is just a kind of ignorance. The real flower of courage will only bloom in the soil of fear.
Although she has experienced the feeling of fear now. (To read the violent novel, go to Faloo Novel Network!)
But this is not her emotion.
It is Bai Ge’s former emotion.
Kafka once again confirmed that she must find her own fear.
So…
"Tell me, Bai Ge, what was that emotion just now, that desperate fear that seemed like the end of the world? How did you come up with such…sad and desperate fear?"
Kafka grabbed Baige’s collar and asked anxiously. Due to the previous tossing, the colored contact lenses in her eyes had fallen out, looking at the pair of gem-like pink and purple eyes.
Baige realized that Kafka’s eyes were not bright before because she wore colored contact lenses, and now her emotions looked much more vivid after the colored contact lenses fell off.
But her question made Baige smile bitterly.
"How did I come up with such fear? Eh~ Although I have crossed that past, I still don’t want to recall it."
"Eh?"
"A girl I loved died, and I tried everything but couldn’t save her, that’s it. ”
Bai Ge sighed. When the Pink Fairy died for 11 consecutive rounds, he was really mentally broken. Even the entry of the Eternal Heart almost made him lose himself.
"Just, just like that?"
Kafka said dully. This answer was much simpler than she thought. Bai rolled his eyes.
"I fight for all the beauty in the world, and she is the reason why I fall in love with the world. So the moment I lost her, I lost the reason to fight, and my world is no longer beautiful."[]
"How unforgettable is this despair, this fear, and this sadness? Haven’t you just experienced it? ”
In fact, Bai Ge was already showing mercy.
In that possible future that no longer existed, the despair and fear he experienced in the process of becoming the [Death] Star God were even worse than this. After thousands of reincarnations, there was only a Bad End.
In a universe filled with only fragments and ruins, he was alone.
That was no longer humanThe fear and despair that can be endured.
If he shared that feeling with Kafka, I am afraid that this beautiful hunter would have a mental breakdown in an instant.
"…………"
After listening to Bai Ge’s words, Kafka fell into deep thought. She carefully recalled the heart-wrenching despair and seriously experienced the fear born from the sadness of losing a loved one.
"The more you cherish, like, and admire a person, the more fear you will feel when you lose them. This is indeed a method I have not tried. Do you want to try it…"
"Hmm? Kafka?"
Suddenly, Bai Ge found that Kafka’s eyes seemed to be a little wrong when she looked at him. She was looking forward to it, longing for it, and shining, just like a person walking in the eternal night who found a torch.
The next second, as expected…
Kafka: "Bai Ge, can you… date me?"
Bai Ge: "???"
(Xing Bao is still on his way here…)
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