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I’m writing a diary in Zongman Chapter 237

Chapter 237 I Will Slowly Change

After complaining for a while, Amamiya Ren continued to comfort Fujiwara and also gave Fujiwara a final check.

"Well, it’s almost certain that your psychological problems have almost recovered."

There was no sign of an outbreak of psychological problems yesterday, and there were only slight problems the day before yesterday.

Time is still a very important medicine.

As time passed, coupled with Fujiwara’s tossing in the past two days, Amamiya Ren realized that Fujiwara was completely suppressing his psychological shadow with another emotion.

This emotion probably came from him, and this emotion also had some lustful elements.

"Well~ I’m still recovered."

Hearing her own situation, Fujiwara Chika’s voice was full of helplessness.

If she recovered, she wouldn’t be able to let Hayasaka bring her to Amamiya to spend the night like before, what a pity.

Having understood the hidden meaning, Amamiya Ren could only knock on Fujiwara’s head.

"You really want that kind of psychological problem to accompany you for a long time. Loss of control and pollution, do you know how taboo the extraordinary people in that story are about loss of control and pollution? They don’t want to experience their own consciousness collapsing and being shattered bit by bit in their entire lives."

"You still dislike your fast recovery speed."

Fujiwara Chika, with a puffed face, made a cute cooing sound and turned her head away a little angrily.

Amamiya Ren shook her head slightly and focused her attention on Hayasaka.

"Hayasaka, when you go back, explain to Kaguya what happened in the past two days. Kaguya is not an unreasonable person. Well… she might be jealous. I also said this when I talked to her face to face about the response problem."

"But Hayasaka, you’d better be honest with Kaguya when you go back."

"Understood."

Hayasaka Ai took a deep breath. She also understood that she still needed to be honest with Kaguya about Miss Fujiwara.

After saying that, Amamiya Ren looked at Hayasaka Ai and slowly stretched out her hand.

Hayasaka Ai paused slightly, and her face became a little pinker, but she still slowly walked to the bed and sat on the other side that was not occupied by Fujiwara.

Amamiya Ren put one hand around Hayasaka’s waist and pulled her to her side.

Hayasaka Ai also felt such initiative for the first time. The pink on her face began to become a little red, but she quietly leaned her head on Amamiya’s arm.

"Sorry, it’s always the girls who take the initiative."

"No."

Ai Hayasaka knows Amemiya’s situation well, so she naturally understands why he doesn’t take the initiative.

"I’m not good at dealing with girls, which is actually caused by the environment in my previous life."

"I’m not a very good person, I can only be regarded as a very ordinary person. But because I’m too ordinary, I can’t take on many things that need to be taken on. I have hardly considered the issue of marriage, and even dating girls is not good enough.No need."

Chika Fujiwara, who was still angry just now, became interested when she heard Amemiya talking about the past.

"What do you mean you don’t even need to date a girl?"

Recalling the situation in her previous life, Amemiya Ren couldn’t help but sigh.

"Because I can’t afford the conditions for marriage, even if I date a girl, the final result is that I can’t get to the last step of marriage."

"I have almost no contact with girls, and I am a homebody. After graduation, I found a job that can be done at home, so I have no conditions to go out. Naturally, I won’t have the opportunity to contact girls."

"So, I didn’t deliberately ask girls to take the initiative. I really didn’t know how to do it."

"Besides, I also worry whether it is an illusion caused by my excessive self-awareness."

"At that time, there was a saying that there are three major illusions in life. The first is that the phone is vibrating, the second is that I can fight back, and the third is that she likes me. ”

“I was just an ordinary person in the decades of my previous life and the fifteen years of my life in this life. I habitually brought in the way I used to think, and I was also worried that some of my feelings were just my own illusions.”

At this point, Amamiya Ren smiled bitterly.

“Perhaps, to put it simply, I am actually a very timid person, and I am a little timid when facing things.”

Hayasaka Ai and Fujiwara Chika, who were listening quietly, could actually feel it roughly.

Because of some concerns, they would subconsciously keep their distance in their hearts.

It’s not that I don’t like it, but because I was worried that I made a subconscious reaction.

“Amamiya… The previous life is just the previous life. This life is still different from the previous life. You are no longer the ordinary person in the past. At least you should live in a different way in this life.”

Hayasaka Ai guided softly.

“I know. It’s just that before I became an extraordinary person, I was still an ordinary person for fifteen years in this life. Sometimes, the thoughts of ordinary people have not changed. ”

If he had been born with special characteristics, then he might not be so cowardly. Perhaps he would have built up different confidence from the beginning, and he could have a heart that was not inferior to others.

But who made him have the opportunity to become an extraordinary person after spending fifteen years of ordinary life. (To read the exciting novel, go to Faloo Novel Network!)

Even facing this opportunity to become an extraordinary person, his attitude was very cautious. It took him a year of trial and error to open that opportunity.

So, Amamiya Ren admitted that he needed time to change and needed to change the concepts and ideas he had always had in the past.

It was not a change in the three views, nor a change in the ideas he had established in the past, but a change in the way he treated others.

"In fact, I only spent one month on change."

The two people who were awakened thoughtIt has only been a month since the first diary appeared. Amemiya’s change began within this month, so it is normal that he has not changed everything.

"I used to be a little cautious, but at least now I can be sure of many things. For example, Kaguya and Sonoko’s confession, and Fujiwara and your love."

"After all, no matter how stupid I am, I don’t think that a girl who wants to run to a boy’s house every day, likes to stick to a boy, and wants to stay overnight every day will have no thoughts about the boy."

This statement made Fujiwara Chika and Hayasaka Ai blush a little.

Because the two of them did this in the past week.

"In the future, at least I will slowly start to change in this regard."

"But… I always feel that this kind of change seems to be destined to be a scumbag. Well, this idea also needs to change."

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I’m writing a diary in Zongman

I’m writing a diary in Zongman

我在综漫写日记
Status: Ongoing Type: Released: 2024 Native Language: chinesse
[Hello everyone, my name is Amamiya Ren. This is a very abrupt self-introduction, and I actually think so myself.] [Actually, after knowing my name, I had a bad feeling. But luckily I didn't notice Shido Masayoshi and Akechi Goro.] [But when I found out that the high school I was going to attend was called Teitan High School, I knew I was doomed. ] [I thought I had avoided the traitor, but I didn't expect that I still couldn't avoid the god of death. ] [Then I investigated further and found out more information that excited my heart.] [I discovered Shinomiya, who is as famous as Suzuki, and Sanzen-in, which is above Suzuki and Shinomiya. ] [But these are not the key points. It is simply Teitan High School that makes me want to write a diary. ] Putting down the pen, the boy looked towards the prize pool. Naruto, Bleach, One Piece, Private Tutor, Magic Teacher, A Certain Magical Index, Persona, Demon Slayer: Kimetsu no Yaiba, Marvel, Genshin Impact, Fate, DXD, Daoguiyixian, Lord of Mysteries... "Except for the strange Taoist immortal, I can accept them all."

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