Chapter 50 It’s Enough
The story of the famous detective has a bit of a party struggle in the later part.
In the end, should he choose the comrade who fought together and fought against the winery, or the childhood sweetheart who had always been attracted to him from the beginning?
However, he didn’t like the subsequent stories and the theater version of Amamiya Ren so much. He just heard about some similar plots and didn’t pay much attention to them.
He didn’t intend to talk about the parts that he knew in detail.
“Stories are stories, and reality is reality.”
“Mouri, I believe you should understand this.”
“People can’t be deeply trapped in the future events in the story.”
“…I know.”
Mouri Ran tried hard to take a deep breath.
“But I’m very angry!”
This time, her emotions were really difficult to keep under control.
“Shinichi and I have the best relationship.”
“He clearly knows that I don’t like those things about Sherlock Holmes. I have always been accommodating him in the past. Can’t he accommodate me a little?”
“I gave him so many opportunities on the weekend date, but he still rushed up when he encountered a case and left me in the amusement park.”
“I have emotions too!”
Listening quietly, Amamiya Ren sighed slightly.
“It seems that the story is indeed a story.”
“In reality, there are no girls who keep giving opportunities in the face of so many things.”
He can fully understand the emotional outburst of Mao Lilan at this moment.
First, she knew that Kudo had concealed her, and then she discovered Kudo’s “selfishness” towards her.
Then she knew that there was another Irene Adler in the future who would meet Kudo’s fate later. Such a thing would make any girl emotional.
What’s more, Mao Lilan herself is not a girl who can be so generous.
Knowing that there are other girls around the boy she likes, it is normal to be jealous.
It is normal to be angry when you know that the boy you like will have a girl with the same destiny and direction of effort by his side in the future.
“Mouri, this is my own understanding. What I said afterwards has nothing to do with Kudo.”
Amamiya Ren thought about it and patched up his subsequent words.
“I think Kudo didn’t think he would encounter such a big thing before he got hit by that stick.”
“That’s natural. If he knew he would encounter such a thing, he would definitely not rush forward with such enthusiasm.”
“He just habitually did what he liked to do, just like a normal 17-year-old boy.”
“It’s just that his past life was too smooth, he didn’t know there was such a thing as a stun stick, and he forgot that bad guys wouldn’t reason with him.”
“He’s just like the protagonist in a hot-blooded anime, always liking the unknown and liking to explore.”
“In fact, these characteristics are quite normal wherever they are.”
“And think about Kudo’s situation.”
“He has received elite education since he was a child, and he has understood a lot of things since he was a child. In addition, his father has gone a long way in the detective path, and his words and deeds naturally made him have a lot of exploration of the unknown.. ”
“He can say that he didn’t do it on purpose.”
“Or he can’t grasp the issue of feelings so accurately.”
“It’s a normal thing for a boy.”
“What’s more, you are childhood sweethearts, and you don’t deny the title of “Kudo Couple” in school, so you are a couple in the eyes of outsiders.”
“But it’s still a little short.”
“Kudo himself knows that it’s a little short, so there are some things he should want to say, but some concerns and uneasiness prevent him from saying it.”
“From time to time, because of a series of emotions such as nervousness, concerns, and uneasiness, he keeps retreating. Perhaps this is the situation that Kudo is facing.”
“…”
Ran Mao Li listened to these words very carefully and seriously.
She can fully understand the meaning of Amamiya’s words.
She also remembered the way Shinichi was sometimes entangled, but swallowed back the words that came to his lips.
But she couldn’t help laughing.
“Many times. ”
“As far as I can remember, Shinichi wanted to say something many times but couldn’t.”
“But, that’s enough.”
“If you can’t say it, you can’t say it.”
“He couldn’t say it then, and he doesn’t have the chance to say it now, and he won’t be able to say it in the future.”
When she said these words, she felt that her mood was particularly calm.
Now Shinichi no longer has the opportunity to say those words, so they won’t have any more relationship in the future.
Moreover, at this moment, she really realized how correct Sonoko’s words to persuade her in the past were.
She and Shinichi have different values.
It’s useless for them to be together.
Some things are destined not to change.
“Xiaolan, this is good!”
“Don’t think about Kudo’s guy, just treat the work as if it doesn’t exist.”
“And hasn’t he already committed suicide as “Kudo Shinichi”? Just treat him as dead.”
“Well, that’s what I planned too. ”
Listening to Sonoko’s words, Mao Lilan also deeply agreed with it at this moment.
No need to think about Shinichi.
He has made a decision himself, so there is no need to think about changing the result.
Anyway, Aunt Yukiko and Uncle Kudo have already killed Shinichi’s identity.
She believes that the identity of the person who is seeking death must be very perfect, so that the people of that organization can’t find any problems.
In this case, she will just treat Shinichi as dead.
No need to think about other things.
“After making this decision, I feel much better.”
“Before, it felt like a stone was always blocking my heart.”
“Now, I feel much better.”
Mauri Ran relaxed completely.
Now she is relaxed.
She knows that her current state is not completely good, and some things cannot be put down just by saying so.
But she feels that she can let it go.
As long as Shinichi will not appear in front of her again in the future, there will be time to change everything, and there will be time to get used to the fact that Shinichi will never come back.
“Amemiya, do you thinkIs it a good thing for me to choose to let go? ”
“I can’t answer this question.”
“But if you really think so, then everything needs to be considered based on you.”
“Don’t think about the so-called story, this is a choice you need to make.”
“Well, thank you.”
PS: There is one more update, it will be a little later
