Chapter 91 I Want to Be Lin Yuan’s Woman
Lin Yuan looked at Liu Xiaoli who was serving him attentively, and glanced at Liu Tianxian who looked depressed, and his heart could not help but ripple. He coughed lightly and said to Liu Xiaoli: “Auntie, don’t be so polite, I can do it myself.”
Lin Yuan paused and added: “Fei Fei is my woman now, you can stay here as long as you want.”
Liu Xiaoli heard the smile on her face, and still picked up dishes for Lin Yuan elegantly. She said softly: “Lin Yuan, although Fei Fei is your woman, you still have to show your basic gratitude.”
“Fei Fei is still young and doesn’t understand these things, let me do it instead.”
Lin Yuan raised his eyebrows and was about to speak, but suddenly felt a strange touch from his trouser legs. He looked down and saw Liu Xiaoli crossing her legs, and one of her high heels was gone. Lin Yuan was shocked and looked up at Liu Xiaoli.
“I’ll pick up the dishes for you.” Liu Xiaoli whispered softly.
Lin Yuan couldn’t help but take a breath of cold air, and the “hiss” sound attracted the other three girls to look at him.
“What’s wrong, senior?” Liu Tianxian asked with concern, her eyes full of worry.
Lin Yuan suppressed the throbbing in his heart and forced a smile: “It’s okay, the food just now was too hot.”
Liu Tianxian nodded after hearing this, still with some doubts in her expression, obviously still thinking about the relationship between her mother and Lin Yuan.
Yang Mi nodded thoughtfully, her eyes wandering back and forth between Lin Yuan and Liu Xiaoli. She looked down and seemed to understand something, with a sly smile on her lips, and quietly joined the ranks of “picking up food”.
Liu Tao naturally also noticed the undercurrent under the table. She shook her head gently and whispered, “Don’t go too far.”
Zhang Jingying walked on the bustling street, and heard the noise coming from time to time. She lowered her head and walked forward absent-mindedly. Suddenly, a crisp voice interrupted her thoughts.
“Zhang Jingying! Is it really you? Can I get an autograph?”
Zhang Jingying looked up and saw a young girl standing in front of her excitedly with a pen and paper in her hand.
“Of course.” She took the pen and paper and wrote her name on it carefully.
“Thank you! I really like your “Unparalleled in the World”. Your singing is so great!” the girl said excitedly.
Zhang Jingying was slightly startled, then politely thanked her and hurried away. She walked back to the rental house quickly, closed the door and leaned against it, her heart still beating violently.
She didn’t expect that she would meet fans asking for autographs while walking on the street.
Zhang Jingying opened her mobile phone with trembling hands and logged into Tianya Forum. When she saw that the number of comments on “Unparalleled in the World” had exceeded several million, she was slightly stunned and a little bit unbelievable.
“Oh my god…” She whispered softly, her eyes swept across the comments.
“Zhang Jingying’s voice is so penetrating, every note seems to hit the heart directly!”
“This song is simply a masterpiece, Zhang JingyingThe performance pushed it to the peak! ”
“As expected of a powerful singer, this kind of control and emotional expression simply gives people goose bumps!”
Looking at these words of praise, Zhang Jingying’s eyes gradually moistened. She suddenly realized that she was really a little famous. A strong sense of joy surged in her heart, and she couldn’t wait to share this good news.
“Feng Ke! I want to tell Feng Ke!” She shouted excitedly, and her fingers quickly searched for Feng Ke’s name in the address book.
However, when she saw the familiar name, she found that she couldn’t dial it. Zhang Jingying frowned and tried a few more times, but still couldn’t get through.
“What’s going on? “She murmured to herself.
Zhang Jingying began to frantically search for Feng Ke’s other contact information, WeChat, email… But no matter how she tried, she couldn’t contact Feng Ke.
As time passed, Zhang Jingying’s heart became colder and colder.
“Feng Ke… Where are you?” Her voice trembled, and tears fell uncontrollably.
Suddenly, a terrible thought flashed through her mind: What should she do if Feng Ke doesn’t want her anymore?
Zhang Jingying felt dizzy, she staggered and fell on the bed, curled up into a ball.
“No… Don’t abandon me…” She sobbed, her voice was so weak that it was almost inaudible.
Zhang Jingying picked up the phone, and her trembling fingers found the strange number in the address book. She knew that this was the number of Feng Ke’s secretary, a number she shouldn’t have dialed.
Zhang Jingying closed her eyes and recalled Feng Ke’s stern warning: “Don’t contact my secretary! ”
But at this moment, she didn’t care about so much. As long as she could contact Feng Ke, nothing mattered.
She slid her finger gently and dialed the phone. A beep sounded in her ear.
“Hello?” A strange female voice came.
Zhang Jingying opened her eyes suddenly and said hurriedly: “Hello, I am Zhang Jingying. I want to find Feng Ke. This is very important. Can you tell me where he is?”
There was silence on the other end of the phone for a moment, and the secretary replied calmly: “Sorry, I am just Mr. Feng’s secretary at work, and I don’t know his private schedule.”
Zhang Jingying felt dizzy and despair surged like a tide. She choked and asked: “Is there really no way? Please, this is really important to me.”
The secretary seemed to be touched by her tone, sighed and said: “I can tell you a few places that Mr. Feng often goes to, but I don’t know if I can find him. ”
Zhang Jingying was overjoyed and quickly thanked the secretary for writing down the address. After hanging up the phone, she immediately grabbed her bag and rushed out.
Two hours later, Zhang Jingying stood at the door of a bar, her heart pounding. Her carefully dressed face was hidden under a wide-brimmed hat and sunglasses, but she couldn’t hide her inner uneasiness. This was the last place mentioned by Feng Ke’s secretary. If she couldn’t find him here, there would be no chance of reconciliation. (For a quick novel, go to Feilu Xiaoxue.Talk about the Internet! )
Zhang Jingying pushed open the door of the bar. The strong smell of alcohol and the dizzying music hit her face. Under the dim light, people were shadowy and the air was filled with an ambiguous atmosphere. Zhang Jingying frowned uncomfortably. Such an environment made her feel uneasy and uncomfortable.
She looked around the bar and prayed in her heart that she would not see Feng Ke here. However, things did not go as she wished. In a corner of the bar, she saw that familiar figure.
Feng Ke was sitting there with a glass of whiskey in front of him. His eyes seemed to follow the swaying figure on the dance floor, with a faint smile on his face.
Zhang Jingying’s heart sank suddenly, but she quickly comforted herself: Feng Ke can relax in such a bar. As long as she can find him and tell him that she has become a little famous, everything will be back on track.
She mustered up the courage to walk towards Feng Ke. However, just as she was about to speak, a fragrant breeze blew over, and several girls in revealing clothes suddenly appeared and pounced on Feng Ke like butterflies.
“Boss Feng, you missed us so much!” One of the girls in red skirts said delicately, and her slender arms had already wrapped around Feng Ke’s neck.
Feng Ke showed a smile that Zhang Jingying had never seen before, and his hands wandered restlessly around the girls’ waists. “Come on, sit down, I’ll treat you tonight!”
Zhang Jingying stood there as if struck by lightning. Her eyes were fixed on Feng Ke, watching him hug the strange woman skillfully, and the pain in her heart surged like a tide.
Zhang Jingying’s vision began to blur, and tears flowed out of her eyes uncontrollably.
Feng Ke seemed to be completely immersed in joy, and did not notice Zhang Jingying standing not far away. He raised his glass and clinked glasses with the girls around him, and his laughter was full of indulgence that Zhang Jingying had never heard of before.
“Come, try this.” Feng Ke picked up a strawberry and gently fed it into the mouth of the girl next to him. That scene, that intimate action that once belonged only to her, has now become the cruelest punishment.
Zhang Jingying wanted to scream and wanted to rush up to question Feng Ke, but all the sounds were stuck in her throat.
The bar was filled with a strong smell of alcohol and perfume, mixed into a disgusting smell. Zhang Jingying felt nauseous and her legs began to weaken.
The crowd around her seemed to be spinning, and the laughter and music intertwined to form a huge vortex that was about to swallow her. Zhang Jingying could no longer bear it, and she turned and rushed to the exit.
Zhang Jingying stumbled out of the bar, the night wind blowing on her tearful face, but it could not cool the burning pain in her heart. []
Pushing open the door of the rental house, the familiar environment enveloped her, but made her feel more lonely and desperate. 0…….. Zhang Jingying could no longer hold on, and fell on the bed and burst into tears. Her cry was heartbreaking, as if she wanted to vent all the grievances and pains accumulated over the years.
Tears soaked the pillow, and Zhang Jingying’s trembling hands fumbled for her phone. She needed someone to talk to, she neededI need a shoulder to lean on. In this world, perhaps only my mother can give her some comfort.
The moment the call was connected, Zhang Jingying collapsed again. She choked and told her mother everything she saw in the bar.
“Mom, what should I do?” Zhang Jingying asked sobbingly, her voice full of confusion and helplessness.
After hearing her daughter’s experience, the mother on the other end of the phone was furious. “This bastard! What kind of man is he?!” The mother’s voice was full of anger, “Jingying, don’t be sad, this kind of person is not worth your sadness!”
Zhang Jingying’s mother continued: “I have long seen that this kid is not a good thing. If you didn’t like him, I would have let him go long ago!”
Hearing her mother’s words, Zhang Jingying felt a warm feeling in her heart, but then she was drowned by endless sadness. “Mom, I just want to find a man who can love me, why is it so difficult?” Her voice was full of despair.
The mother was distressed when she heard her daughter’s crying. She comforted her softly, “Silly girl, it’s hard to find a three-legged frog, but there are two-legged men everywhere. You are so outstanding that you don’t lack good men at all.”
Zhang Jingying listened to her mother’s warm words, and the pain in her heart eased a little. She took a deep breath and tried to calm herself down.
“Mom, I know.” Zhang Jingying said softly, with a little sob in her voice, “Thank you.”
The mother on the other end of the phone heard that her daughter’s mood had improved, and her tone was much softer: “Jingying, you should have a good sleep first. You can face tomorrow better if you have enough energy. No matter what decision you make in the end, Mom will fully support you.”
These words were like a warm current, slowly flowing into Zhang Jingying’s heart. She felt her mother’s unconditional love and support, and her eyes were wet again. “Well, I will.” Zhang Jingying replied softly.
Zhang Jingying hung up her mother’s phone, and tears were still rolling in her eyes. Although her mother’s comfort was warm, it could not completely heal her inner trauma. She lay on her back, staring at the ceiling with lifeless eyes, and replayed those heartbreaking scenes in her mind.
She remembered her unique way of “exercise”. Those secret pleasures with pain, those shameful but irresistible desires. A bitter smile appeared at the corner of her mouth.
“Will there be anyone in this world who can accept me like this?” Zhang Jingying murmured to herself, her voice full of despair. She began to imagine her lonely 1.4 face, and the fear of no one understanding and no one accompanying her overwhelmed her like a tide.
Just then, the phone suddenly made a “ding dong” notification sound, interrupting Zhang Jingying’s thoughts. She wiped away her tears, reached out and fumbled to pick up the phone. The screen lit up, and a new message jumped into her eyes.
It was Lin Yuan.
“Congratulations on your success, and look forward to your next performance.” A simple sentence made Zhang Jingying’s heart skip a beat.
She was stunned, staring at the message without blinking: “Is this the blessing God gave me?A reminder? ”
Zhang Jingying’s thoughts began to run fast. At the moment when she needed comfort and longed to be loved the most, Lin Yuan’s news was like a ray of light, illuminating the darkness in her heart. Isn’t this coincidence the arrangement of fate?
Her eyes were fixed on Lin Yuan’s name, and memories came flooding in. At the road show that day, the voice she accidentally heard, the rhythm full of power and passion, the suppressed panting and roaring… Zhang Jingying’s cheeks flushed involuntarily.
Lin Yuan’s handsome face appeared in her mind, and there seemed to be some mysterious power hidden under his gentle smile. Zhang Jingying felt her heartbeat speed up and her breathing became rapid. She began to imagine Lin Yuan’s strong hands touching her body and his deep eyes staring at her most vulnerable part.
An unprecedented determination rose in Zhang Jingying’s heart. She wanted to be Lin Yuan’s woman at all costs. She believed that only Lin Yuan could understand her and accept all of her, including those most secret desires..
